08.11.2024

I dont always feel so safe anymore

i dont know why. i just dont

around two days ago i was on the way to my parent's car in the school parking lot. barely anyone was outside at the time, because i was a little late with getting ready.

two boys were by the front of the school too. i dont know them and i dont wanna know either.

they kept asking me what my name was, but i didnt wanna answer, so i ignored them.

while i kept walking, i heard one of the boys say to the other "lets beat her up" or something like that and i got a little nervous, but i kept walking to the car.

i was a little anxious and didnt feel so safe after that, so i started carrying a box-cutter in my pocket again to feel safe, because i think i could defend myself with it if i have to.

i know its irrational now that im saying it here, but im still kinda scared. i dont like being late when going home so much anymore.

this is the first time im really telling anyone at all about this.