they're also my lucky numbers of sorts. I like keeping things at those numbers when I can. 4 is unlucky, 2 is okay because it adds up to 4, but it can also add up to 6, and 6 is okay because half of it is 3, 8 is.. okay. 8's half is 4, so it's usually bad, but it can also add up to 16, which has 6 in it, and the half of 6 is 3, so it's okay. 9 is good. 10 is also good. 15 is also very nice. 35 is also really good.
I dont know what happens if I don't do the little things I feel I need to make sure of or do, but it doesn't feel good to not do. I like doing all these things for good luck.
red is a really pretty colour! I love all kinds of red, especially darker shades of it. My favourite is a nice, deep, wine red or blood red.
I wouldn't consider myself so religious, but i like praying every night when i remember to and i like religious art and things like it. my favourites are definitely either the ones from the renessaince era and similar styles, or the ones made for little kids. i like the idea of feeling loved.
but i personally wouldn't consider myself a survivor. I'm not traumatised.
i love shiny objects!
fuzzy, fluffy and soft textures are my favourite. i find it comforting and nice. it feels good.